09-08-2017 English Literature Confusion & "Ridiculous Confusion" (英语文学的纠结和"莫名其妙的纠结"）

09-08-2017 English Literature Confusion & "Ridiculous Confusion" (英语文学的纠结和莫名其妙的纠结）

Heard this morning's broadcasting is teaching American people some English as this radio program has been.（中文附后）
My response: This has been an insiders' known issue for some time already.

I am a new immigrant in U.S for 8 years only in 2005 to have this radio program a huge success cause a lot of "how" agitation among American English Literature major graduated, non-immigrants (not first or second generation immigrants)) in U.S.

Last year I clarified on Boston 96.9 FM that radio program's success is my story plus authentic American producing team's great talents to have this radio program an Authentic American Radio Program, current radio program's producing has more than one American Harvard University English Literature Professors involved.

Tina O'Connor, who has huge personal issues with me, is a particularly "how" agitated English Literature major who insists on to participate producing this radio program has caused a lot of issues. Some of her English Literature majored O'Connor cousins who have their shared family wealth confusion are also participating this radio program's producing, you can certainly imagine how confused O'Connors are from your confusion as audience towards this radio program.

And this "English major" confusion also from Chinese "English as Foreign language major" producing team, my 8 years in U.S. as a resident and over 5 years full time job with oral and written English's daily practicing in American companies(both before 2005) seems does not count when considering my English language skills.

Heard this morning's episode is producing team's effort to showcase 1980 China's language style that you do not append what was said by you own assumption. What is said can only be understood as word by word by each word's dictionary definition.

The issue is the guideline of producing. The point of producing this radio program's featured theme is to prove I do not deserve to have any children, or to probe why these people's saying confused everyone.

----Sept 8th, 2017

Heard there is a lot of people start to share my anger of some ridiculous challenging.
My response: I have some experience to share with you to take some of these "ridiculous challenges" easily.

I am a known person who has been treated for my glass house cancer for two and half years. This two and half years treatment experience has been a rocky road till recently.

What made me screamed include: turn of treatment instrument during treatment, take away treatment laser needles and refuse to handover upon the boss's request, turn off entire building's electricity during treatment... The reason was these people did verified my medical treatment has been paid by my own money, and that was exactly the reason they were doing so.

 I was constantly screaming, my attorneys were constantly complaining, everyone from treatment providers' were gossiping what could possibly be the reason for these real agitated real anger explosion towards knowing my treatment being paid by my own money has been verified by themselves through treatment providers' accounting departments checking with their own(law people).

They were asked by their boss why they did that, they answer with angrily shaking voice saying " She is paying by her own money, She can't be doing this to this place, I will do everything to stop this."

My treatment has been remote treatment, entire time I have been a resident somewhere remotely during my treatment, what could I possibly do to these treatment providers? This was asked by their boss. The answer their boss got was: "She is paying by her own money. Why don't you get this? Our budget is to treat our own patients, we can't let her being treated in this place, we have our owns to treat. I will do everything don't let her take advantage of this place." This answer is certainly more confusing.

One day, there was another pissed off group, this group's experience was: The boss kept saying "I told you not to do this", the once good employee kept replied with "OK, I am doing this right in front of you, OK?" every time.

When I heard this story, I said as an very calm outsider that I had this similar experience if you tell me turn right, I repeat with you by saying "OK, I am turning right" and actually I turned left. If you confront me why I turned left, I would answer you with "You told me to turn right, and I turned right, what is your problem?"

If you have similar experience, Blue Cross Blue Shield Insurance offer "Brain Control" treatment insurance plan to check if "Brain Control" bio-medical health situation is the real reason of these kind "ridiculous challenging".


----Sept 8th, 2017

听说了今天早上的广播好像是在延续一种教教美国人怎么说英语的风格。
我的回应：这是只有内部人员才知道的已经持续了一段时间的问题。

我在2005年时是一个才到美国只有8年的新移民，这个广播剧的巨大成功让很多美国英美文学专业的毕业生(非第一第二代新移民的美国人）产生很多”怎么会“的纠结烦躁。

去年我在波士顿96.9FM澄清说这个广播剧的成功是我的故事加上正宗美国人的制作团队的杰出才华，现在的广播剧有好几个哈佛大学英语文学教授在参与制作。

因为和我之间的私人矛盾, Tina O'Connor是一个特别纠结“怎么会”的英语文学专业的毕业生，她本人坚持要参与广播剧的制作是造成广播剧很多问题的原因。她还有一些O'Connor家的英语文学专业毕业的堂兄弟姐妹亲戚，他们和她有着同样纠结的“O'Connor家的困扰”也在参与这个广播剧的制作，从你们作为听众对广播剧播出内容的困扰，你们应该可以想象这份“O'Connor家的困扰”是什么样的一个纠结。

这份“英语专业”的困扰也是“英语作为外语专业的大学毕业生”中国大陆制作团队的困扰，2005年之前我在美国已经生活8年并且在美国人的公司（没有一个华人）全职上班用英语听说读写进行工作上的交流也已经不只5年的时间， 所有这些好像没有成为我英语能力应该会是什么程度的考量成分。

听说今天早上广播剧制作团队的努力是想要呈现1980年代的中国人是如何理解所语言的特色，也就是你不可以把别人没说的话自己给加上，想当然地认为这是别人想说而没有说的。别人说的话就应该是一字一句按字典对每一个字的定义来理解才是中国80年代语言的风格。

问题是：广播剧制作的理念是什么。广播剧如此呈现的节目制作主题是想要证明我不配有小孩，还是想要探究什么原因造成这些人说的话让人听过之后就糊里糊涂的。

----2017年9月8日。


我对一些”挑衅根本就是莫名其妙“的愤怒， 很多人也有同样的感受。
我的回应：我和你分享一些我的经历，可能会让你对某些这种“莫名其妙的挑衅”释怀一些。

我是很有名的正在进行“脑控癌治疗”的一个，我的治疗已经进行了两年半的时间了。这两年半的治疗可以说是一个“艰难崎岖”的过程，最近一段时间才好点。

我所尖叫嘶吼的原因包括：在治疗过程中把治疗用仪器给关了，把治疗用的镭射针直接就给拿走还坚决拒绝按要求交出给老板，在治疗过程中把整栋楼的供电给拉闸停电，等等，等等。这么做的原因就是这些人证实了我是用我自己的钱在支付我自己的治疗费用，这些人还就是因为这一点才这么做的。

我是一直不停地尖叫，我的律师是一直不停的投诉，治疗单位的每一个人都在窃窃私语究竟是什么原因激励着这些人坚持通过他们自己所工作的治疗单位的财务部门向他们自己内部的其他部门对我的治疗付款情况进行核实（法律事务部门），在这些人亲自证实了我是用自己的钱支付自己的治疗费用后，怎么还会有这么一份真实的烦躁，爆发这么一份真实的愤怒。

他们的老板问他们为什么这么做，他们用愤怒到哆嗦的声音回答：“她是用自己的钱支付治疗费用的，她不可以这样对待我们这个治疗单位，我会尽一切努力来阻止这种行为。”

总做周至，我的治疗都是远程治疗，治疗期间我是一直即每天都住在离治疗单位很远很远的外地。他们的老板就问他们：我能对这些治疗单位做些什么呀？他们给他们老板的回答是：“她是在用她自己的钱在支付治疗费用。你怎么就弄不明白？ 我们的经费是用来治疗我们自己的常规门诊病人的，我们不能让她在这个治疗单位进行治疗，我们有我们自己的常规门诊病人需要（我们的经费）进行治疗。我会尽最大努力不让她占这个治疗单位的任何便宜。” 这个回答让听者更是莫名其妙。

有一天，我听说了这么一群人怒气冲天地经历：老板不停地说“你不要这么做”，曾今工作表现很好的员工就不停的回答：“好吧，我就在这里当你的面做，可以了吧？”， 每次如此。

当我听到这个故事，我用那份只有局外人才会有的冷静，向他们提到我自己有过类似的亲身经历。当你告诉我向左转，我会重复你所说的“好吧，我现在向左转”，但我做的其实是向右转。如果你质问我为什么向左转，我会回答你“你让我向右转，我也就向右转了，你叫唤什么呀？”

如果你有类似的经历，你可以打听一下Blu Cross Blue Shield有提供针对“脑控癌”治疗的保险计划，有些这种莫名其妙的挑衅是否是因为“脑控癌”的生物医学状况造成。

---2017年9月8日。