06-21-2017 To Succeed Is Never Easy (II) 成功从来不容易（翻译附后）
I heard a lot of people feel uncomfortable of the size of my own making. Why their hard working only worth this much and how come I can make money so easily.
My response: It is misunderstanding. It was never this easy. I was a early mature and very bright kid since teenage time, but my performance had been so-so entire time till 2004. I am the person enjoy reading anything I could find and absorb everything printed ever since I learned to read. It was BioGate project independent research experience make the "everything all comes together" happened. I finished BioGate window logon replacement project from requirement printed on a piece of paper in 2000 to a fully functioned software in 2003. I independently researched all modules of this window logon replacement project other than Bio-authentication module. The meetings were in 2004. (Published on June 16th, 2017)
Let me explain my self more. Scientists may already understand what I mean by independent research experience I finished in 2003 was the reason "realization of every little piece finally comes together" in 2004. I would assume a lot of people know the feeling of last piece of puzzle makes everything comes together. That is what I mean to succeed is never easy and that is what happened to me in 2004.
Talking about financial returns of hard working experience. To Science Academy society, scientists there may prefer rewarded by Nobel Prize and with with financial returns. To writers would be fame and on the top of best sellers' list.
I am in the group like hedge fund managers who not really have a reach to honors like Nobel Prize but good and settled with achievements in financial returns.
To succeed is not easy, to put in some much effort and watch other people succeed, especially at the spot that assumed got the point, is...
When I first got here US in 1996, I soon heard male sexual function improvement supplement is a huge market possible. Being a pharmacologist I did aware of some researches done in this field and I was very interested to know if I can get into this business. I did not actually have any chance to look into this but it was always in my mind as a good business opportunity if I can figure out how herbs or some compositions can be really effective to erect the male organ. I finally figured that out in June of 2004 and I was almost cried when I heard Viagra (blue) was already ready for market on July 1st of 2004. I knew that researcher PhD Professor got it without even finishing listen to his introduction.
I can totally imagine how so many devoted researchers felt that day when Viagra (blue) was announced.
----June 21st, 2017
我听说很多人对我”自己挣的“数额很不舒服。为什么他们自己累到半死就只挣这么多，而我就只说了几句话就能挣这么多。
我的回应：这是错误理解。挣大钱从来就没那么容易。我青少年成熟很早也很聪明，但我的表现2004年前都是始终平平。我很喜欢阅读，从我识字开始就常常是手上能拿到什么就读什么。是BioGate（生物城门）软体的独立研发经历让我把我多年所读到的“杂学”全部给融会贯通了。我是在2000年开始接到一纸要求（真的就只有寥寥几行字的一张打印纸）做个BioGate（生物城门）软体来替代视窗登陆系统，到2003年底交出功能齐全的视窗登陆系统软件模型。我独立研发了除“生物鉴别认证模块”外的所有模块。发明相关会议都是在2004年。（2017年6月16日发布）
让我来多解释一点。 科学家们可能已经明白我说的”独立研发经历是我对所有读过的东西豁然开窍的原因“讲的是什么。我估计很多人也都明白什么是“最后一个谜题的破解解释了所有的疑问”。这就是我自己2004年的会议经历及我为什么说成功从来不容易的原因。
谈到努力工作的回报经济上的体现。对国家科学院的科学家们来说，诺贝尔奖加上所产生的经济效益提成是最喜欢的，对作家来说，国家文学奖加畅销书第一名最满意。
估计我是属于像金融公司的对冲基金的管理经理那样，没什么资格幻想诺贝尔奖，但很满足很高的经济回报。
成功不容易，坐在那里眼睁睁看着别人成功，特别是别人的成功就在自己也已经找到诀窍的同一领域课题， 真的是。。。
我是1996年到达美国的，没多久就得知能改进性功能的补充剂可能会有很大的市场。作为药理学家，我确实知道一些这方面的研究也希望自己能有这个生意机会。我其实并没有什么机会好好看一下，但我始终都想着我要是能弄明白怎样才能让药材或化学合成物刺激男性性器官勃起，我就能有一个非常好的生意。我是2004年6月上半月的一个星期天这天把这给弄明白了，却是在2004年7月1日这天得知伟哥（蓝片）已经在申请新药。我没等听完介绍就知道那个主导研发的博士教授说的理念就是我弄明白的那原理，我坐在那里我的脸当时一下就垮下来了，差点没哭出来。
我真是能够想象那么多全身心付出几十年的其他公司研究人员在伟哥（蓝片）宣布已在申请新药那天的感受。
----2017年6月21日。