03-16-2018 What are the frustrations? （到底吵的是什么呀？）

03-16-2018 What are the frustrations? （到底吵的是什么呀？）


Heard this morning's talk about my SSI
My response：My providing through Social Security system was requested and agreed-upon on July 1st of 2004 in concern of issues that often happen when a private wealthy is under-entrusting. The Social Security Administration's office that granted this approval of my providing request which is the same office that has also received my providing-payments from my trusts, is the office that supervises the Social Security Welfare office which includes the SSI office.

I do not know the criteria for approving this type of request. I know the concerns of entrusting wealth related can be helped by food stamps and housing projects to ease pressures of working for food while entrusted-wealth can afford all these expenses.

----March 16th, 2018


Heard saying "It is only the government's Justice Department says this or that is my lawful money."
My response: Not only the government's Justice Department who represents the United States laws stating this or that is my lawful money but also the money-paying companies testified that the paid-out money is for my lawful exclusive usage according to their acknowledged & known lawful money-owners' lawful instructions.

----March 16th, 2018


I am asked, "if someone deserved to be poor is the reason I refuse to give out money".
My response: My answer to the question if that person deserved to be poor depends on if I am swearing about that person or not.

But the reason I refuse to give out my own money is that I do not owe that person any money.

And I think if that person in need of help, charities and the government's welfare agency are the places that have the standard to decide if that is a person in poverty.

----March 16th, 2018


I am asked, "if someone is willing to reach out to help people in needs, why it has to be this someone's  own money?"
My response: I think it may not need to be this someone's own money ---

If this someone is hired by a charity or the government's welfare agency, but this someone has to follow the standard that is defined by the charity or the government agency this someone works for because the funding is not from this someone's own money.

Or if this someone is authorized to represent the owner who lawfully owns the money on this giving-out money matter. This someone has to follow the conditions that decided by the lawful owner of the money on this giving-out money matter as well.

I am saying it is by laws that only this someone's own money can be given out as this someone's own free-wish.

----March 16, 2018



听到了所谓“只要她的丈夫是我同父同母的弟弟，她就是够资格吵闹骂砸。”
我的回应：我很清楚我的父母才是在我同父同母的弟弟饿的时候管饭，冷的时候添衣的人，从来不是我。我很清楚我自己只是一个和他一起长大的姐姐，从来就没为他的头疼脑热不能安眠。

在我得知我弟弟支持我的父母年迈后是不需要有人在乎是否冷了饿了，更不需要有人知疼问病之后，在我知道了生我养我的父母是被我弟弟的婚姻家庭因为要我父母的房子或被气的一病不起或被公然赶走，我就已经表明了立场是我选择在乎生我养我的我自己父母，我不会幻想我弟弟或者我弟弟的婚姻家庭会在乎我的死活，更不用说他们是否会在乎我的生活起居或者我的情绪跌宕。我也决不会去幻想我的生活会需要他们的小孩来过问照顾。我的生活里永远都不会需要他们。我很习惯没有他们的生活。

我不会要求他们以及他们背后那些人的改变，我也不在乎他们是否改变，就因为他们对我父母及我方敏自己的立场是我父母及我方敏自己在这世上留个骨灰都多余，从未给我父母留有第二次机会可以享受我作为女儿可以提供的舒适生活。我只会永远祝福那些真正造凶的人可以灰飞烟没永世不得翻生。

我相信我的父亲很好，我也在找我母亲的故事。我不会允许我自己及我自己婚姻家人的生活被他们所吵闹骂砸，我更不会允许我自己及我自己婚姻家人的法律权益被他们所践踏。该报警该采取法律行动时，我从未犹豫过，我也永远不会犹豫。

我不会允许我自己及我自己婚姻家人的生活被他们所吵闹骂砸，我更不会允许我自己及我自己婚姻家人的法律权益被他们所践踏。该报警该采取法律行动时，我从未犹豫过，我也永远不会犹豫。

----2018年3月16日。


听到了所谓"这是你妈妈嫡亲娘家的亲戚，你为什么不给钱?"
我的回应：就算他们和我的母亲是血缘上的同父同母，他们也从来不是我母亲的亲生兄弟姐妹。

否则，他们就不会明知他们自己从我母亲11岁起就没有和我母亲在同一个城市工作生活的情况下，居然到处宣传说我母亲是个偷人的婊子而已，就算我和我母亲的丈夫有同样的家族胎记也只能是一个婊子养的不配继承我亲生父亲家的亲生爷爷们给我的财产。

何况，自从我的母亲被我母亲的亲妈一生下来就扔出去又被我的亲外公（我母亲亲妈的丈夫）捡回来以后，我的母亲就是由我的亲外公王怀迎一个人养大的。我母亲的亲妈对我母亲是不闻不问，如果我亲外公不在家也没带着我母亲一起出门，我母亲的亲妈从来没有不准我母亲吃饭，但是我母亲必须帮忙家里干活包括照顾弟弟妹妹，我听说的就是这样。

而且，我也不清楚这些人和我母亲是否同父。他们自己才是长的不像爹不像妈更不像其他同母的兄弟姊妹。没错，我确实是在说他们自己才有可能是婊子生的，婊子养的，怪不得弄得这么一副婊子嘴脸，婊子腔调。

----2018年3月16日。

03-15-2018 Great Music or Impossibly Perfect Sound of Music

03-15-2018 Great Music or Impossibly Perfect Sound of Music


Heard of a lot of anger regarding if I know anything about music.
My response: The accurate saying should be I know what can be the impossible music called "sound of perfection"
I graduated from a medical college, a pharmacology major with 3-years Basic Medial System(BMS) education. That medical college I enrolled was established by my 3-generations grandfathers' donation may be the reason that I had this great opportunity to learn medical as I had so wished but not "the opportunities" to work in a messy and busy state-run public hospital.

But I learned human's muscle, neuron, vocal system that I know what the possible restrictions or limits of perfect human vocals might be.

I had worked as a research and development computer programmer in a company that my own inheritance may have invested that I had this great opportunity to work on great projects without performance reporting issue or project's budgeted time running-out concerns. But we did finish our project in only 4 years’ time.

I was a kernel operating system security programmer that on a login replacement project. One of the approaches I had tried was to load a logged-on user's profile as a remote object because I did not think using a cached password could make the login replacement project a good project.

In order to correctly load a network user's profile remotely, I looked into almost all aspects of how to map a user's profile to the far pointers including a logged-on user's default sound and image settings.

This work experience made me learned a lot about sound & images recording and handling technology that I have some very good concept of what would be "a perfect sound" theoretically.

Plus, I did have a high-school music teacher who was an old-colleague to my mother and taught me some basic piano-playing that I know what makes some sound a music song. And I do enjoy singing a lot and I do have some sing techniques I have developed myself. And I do have the ears I inherited from my ancient Emperor & famous composer grandfather (作曲家爷爷唐玄宗李隆基).

With all these together, I am a very picky vocal lover who knows the value if a singer can sing the impossible "song of perfection", and I am a picky music lover who knows the value of the perfect sound-mix.

This was actually what I had contributed to the conversation that had agonized so many musicians on July 1st of 2004.

----March 15th, 2018

03-14-2018 About Strategic Vision and Strategic Mission

03-14-2018 About Strategic Vision and Strategic Mission

"We provide - directly and through partnerships with other innovative companies - hardware, software, consumables and services to customers in graphic arts, commercial print, publishing, packaging, electronic displays, entertainment and commercial films, and consumer products markets." 

----Kodak's Vision Statement

My understanding: I think Vision and Mission should be in line with the company's Longterm development objectives and should be adjusted according to internal and external environmental changes.

I think Kodak's mission statement is from their understanding of what their possible Markets are in the digital era. Kodak now has the digital camera & display products together with their original advantages in graphics printing, publishing, and filming, etc.

----March 14th, 2018

" We will use leading-edge, proprietary technologies to provide top-quality products and services that contribute to the advancement of culture, science, technology and industry, as well as improved health and environmental protection in society. Our overarching aim is to help enhance the quality of life of people worldwide." 

----Fuji's Mission Statement

My understanding: Vision and mission are formed based on information gathered from the internal and external analysis.

The Information is the ground to form the Vision of how the company is doing in an industry or in an economy as well as where the company's position is in the ever-changing environment.

The analyzing of the information is the foundation to form the Mission of what the company wants to become.

----March 14th, 2018

Image Display technology and Image Projecting Technology
My response: Image Technology that Fuji and Kodak using are signals receiving related, it doesn't matter if signals are received from a camera glass need to be accurately recorded on a film or image records from a film need to be truthfully displayed on a print. I think Fuji and Kodak have expanded their expertise from Chemical oriented image recording and displaying technology to the electronic and computer-oriented image recording and displaying technology.

The Image technology that Kodak and Fuji have used is different with the imaging technology used in the Television industry. The television technology is similar to the camera's glass technology in comparison with Kodak and Fuji's technology.

The Television technology is similar to a projector technology that is centered on how to accurately projecting electron beam translations of received wireless TV program signals to the display devices. The Television image technology's excellence is measured by the projecting images' color resolution, projecting images' sharpness' definition, and projecting images' displayable screen size.

----March 14th, 2018