When I was working as a crew member in my own investment, a coffee shop maybe several great grandchild level investment of my inheritances, I was constantly threaten to be fired by some power. It was not some horror to me since I knew that is my own investment. But I was constantly pressured been denounced even I was working hard there.
The horror I said you can not imagine is:
The horror of being denounced for who I am, the horror of I do not know who denounced me from everything I own, not the eligibility but the ownership. The horror of I myself was part of been denounced. My achievements I achieved in front of so many people, my wealth I already inherited, my talents I possess in my own biological being and I myself as a human being. All these were denounced, by whom and how?
----May 6th, 2017
It was not some denial but denounced.
----May 6th, 2017
I still can't say I find myself again, not there yet. But I found the feeling my biological being can exist and there is some room now for my being. I am still fighting for some space to breathe.
----May 6th, 2017